-Akiraの世界-: 2010

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

24/11/2010 爱？

嗯～
我想大家若看到我的blog照片～
哈哈哈不用猜了吧～
嗯。。。。
怎么形容呢～
她啊～爱上她～就像毒瘾者咯～没有她，真的不知该怎么办～

爱,到底是什么呢？最近一直在想。。。。
又看一看身边的朋友～做了比较，做了分析～得了结果
如果，威胁能得到爱，那是爱？
如果，爱一个人，又每天让她伤心，那是爱？
如果，爱一个人，又给不到她安全感，那是爱？
如果，爱一个人，又不相信她，那是爱？
如果，爱一个人，又不照顾她，不理他，又不理解她，那是爱？
好多如果～=3=

爱，不是应该开开心心，简简单单？
爱一个人，不是应该，当对方是夫妻？
爱一个人，不是应该让她们安心？安全感？
爱一个人，不是互相牺牲，互相礼让？
爱一个人，不是应该尊敬对方？
其实，爱一个人，我得到的结果。。是
大家都不一样的看法啦～

但是对我来说，
婆～
我爱你，不是为了什么，外表啊，体高啊，等等～
我爱你，是因为你是你～
我还记得，第2次见到你，你开始吸引我开始注意你～
我还记得，每次见到你～那种喜悦～
我最不想记得～是以前见到你和别的他在一起～
我，不介意～
因为，我真的，当你是我未来想娶的人了
我，跟他们不一样，
因为，我不是当你是女朋友，我当你是我的未来老婆

我真的超感谢上帝
我祈祷了那么久，
希望得到一个真正喜欢我，爱我的女人
真的没期望那么多，‘
可是
哇～天跟我开玩笑
尽然给我一个那么完美的女朋友（差点啦差点完美）哈哈哈～～！！
谢谢你上帝真的谢谢你~!
我会真的真的～好好珍惜这段关系～

10,我其实可以答应你，永远牵着你给你快乐
我也可以答应你，无论在你最伤心的时候，或在你严重病中～都在你身边～
我也可以说～我爱你直到我们死亡的那一天～
但是，
我不会那么说，因为说出这些话～说出这些承诺～
我觉得是给那些，虚假或乐观或充满希望的一对说出来的话。。。
我说不出来～
因为，我不乐观，也不充满希望，有时也不可靠。。。
但是，我很肯定，我很稳定，然后我也肯定，我是个有心人。。。
so，i am sure～我很肯定，你是我的拍档，你是我的老婆，我的最好朋友，
现在我的心为你而动，自从，26/10/2010起，
我的心已交给你了，我的心，很容易脆，所以请求你，好好收起来，
我给不到你任何承诺或答应，
但是我答应你，我会尽全力的照顾你，尽全力爱你，尽全力让你幸福。尽全力不让你担心，
尽全力不让你伤心。。。
我答应你。。。。。。。
我自己～

我爱你，Elaine~
我爱你不是一生一世，因为不真实。。。
而，我爱你，是直到你不能爱我的那一天～
谢谢你～
我会珍惜很珍惜，
对于很多东西或许我不懂～
请多多包容～

Monday, October 11, 2010

12/10/10 原来要坐在一个私人的办公室是不容易

原来要坐在一个私人的办公室是不容易...

其实呢，我想起来感觉上也听到了很多人问我，

明慰啊？为什么要那么辛苦？有书给你读，有冷气房给你坐，做么要那么辛苦？

我想说，对不起我没那么多钱读书，我也不想跟父母拿钱，

我做人第一原则，不靠父母钱...

朋友，你有本事就不要跟你父母拿钱啦，买车，吃饭，出去玩，买衣服等等，

你有本事，就不要讨。。。一分钱也不要，我就真的很敬服你。。。

人常说，哎呀，反正只是打工，你管那么多干嘛？公司倒嘛倒咯，最多换工。。。

对不起，我做不到，我做人要有责任。。。就算不是我公司，只是打工，我也会当着是我的家。。要好好保护。。。

看见朋友一个两个爽爽就clubbing，爽爽就旅行，爽爽唱k

我呢？死到做工，而且还半夜三更才放工，

人家走一步，我就得走三步。。。

为了钱，真的放弃青春是那么重要？

做了那么多，为了什么？

就是为了。。。。。。。

他妈的私人办公室，架高级车，住高级屋。吃高级料

为了这几个他妈的，放弃青春，放弃朋友

值得吗？

我的答案是，或许吧。。。。maybe.....

人常说，为了梦想，要追梦想。。。

我会对他们说，你的梦想，能养活你吗？

钱都不会赚说什么梦想？

到头来梦想都不是为了钱。。。。

梦想当明星是干嘛啊？嘛都是为了出名，赚钱像jaychou咯。。。

到头来还不是为了自己？

那你的梦想又是什么呢？

结论就是，人总会要从中的到利益嘛，

还不是为了自己？

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Saturday, August 14, 2010

15/8/2010 Welcome 2 my Freakshow~

Welcome 2 my freak show...
where i am the freak....
A freak that thinks nobody can fits 2 me...
alone at all times.....
A freak that cant stand being with the crowds....
I am just a freak who wans to be normal....
but...
i've seems to forgot the way of being normal....
seems like i am gonna stuck wif being a freak for quite sometime...

如果你问我一个人到底看了多少的影片呢，
我已忘记了。。。
你曾经试过，半夜一个人走在路上？
半夜一个人坐在公园里，
对你们来说，可能感觉很寂寞。。。可怜。。。
可是，对我来说。。。。夜晚，路灯和月亮。。就是我最佳的朋友。。
空虚是我最好的良伴，寂寞是我最好的清净。。。
什么是笑，什么是快乐，什么是友情，爱。。等等。。
我都不记得了，
人常问我，为什么要放弃呢？受了点挫折就放弃啦？人生还有那么长的路好走丫...!!
如果，生活真的有你讲的那么简单，世界上就没有人会自杀了。。。
失去生活目标，就如同失去性命。。。
你说失去就找回啊。。。
那我问你，飞掉的翼毛还找的回吗？代替？是一样的吗？
我真的真的，很羡慕。。。
很多人都不必想那么多，考录那么多，
想玩就玩，想跑就跑。。。。
就像那鸟儿，要飞就飞。。。
可惜我就是地上的老虎。。。每天只能在等。。。
看那时间滴答滴答·就是为了利益。。。

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

28/7/10 Lets play ....PRETEND we are grown ups =)

I have a great idea in my mind...suddenly...
Lets play PRETEND that we are grown ups while we are in this post...
well wait........let me have a second thought.......oh ya..... i am a grown ups rite now...
my god....are you?

Acording to me observation towards my subject..
and my subjects are..... young college or uni student....
my objective is to make a diference between the current year,and the past year ....
u know.... whats the difference between them??
whts the big words???

RESPONSIBILITY~

These are the difference between them..,,
young adults these days...
does'nt seems to care about what is thier main responsibility that they are caring...

Before i start these....
i would like to state first...
that me myself are also a young adult aswell 20years old....and has just been step into the society,but i've learn my own responsibility since i have been ...."woke up" hahah
cant seems to find any goodword to fill in there...
but umm.....sumthing to do wif ,u fell down,u feel the pain....u learnt the lesson,,,

well lets get started...

Responsibility.....a very heavy words
are YOU ready for it??
well funny thing is..... most of us are not really ready...
but are YOU willing to carry a responsibility its another question....
knowing what are your basic responsibility is important...
because our actions leads us to consequances we have to pay in future....
teenagers like to act before they think...
they say....thinking is for old man...
and i guess u know what happen nex....
they PAY for thier concequances for not thinking for few minutes i prehaps ...
and i think that somethings are avoideble by JUST think for a minute......

In my observation i think that they are tottaly messed up...
not schedule,no idea,not patient,not considerable,they do things in RUSH,not strategise, and viseversa.....

Not schedule-they like to do last minute changing...without thinking that it would really be a BIG TROUBLE for people around ...to notice on LAST MINUTE~!! Would u please atleast plan it earlier ???and let the people around to know whats up with ur scedule EARLIER before u planin to change~This is tottaly UNCONSIDERABLE and NOT RESPONSIBILITY.

Not considerable-They dont seems to look far away but only whats infront of them....guys... i think u know whats the difference between movie and reality.....where movie always says..."LIVE BY TODAY STOP THINKING WHATS GOIN ON TOMORROW"and this is reality..."BETTER PLAN BEFORE ITS TOOOOO LATE" ,my frens...... look far la.....dont be so narrow minded......fun is fun...responsiblity is responsibility....dont giv me damn reason that u r just a student....that u r young.... u should have fun .......well.....let me REMIND U THESE.....
WHOSE MONEY ARE YOU HAVING FUN WITH??
WHILE U ARE HAVING FUN....IMAGINE THOSE WHO R GIVING U MONEY,WHAT ARE THEY DOIN WHILE U ARE HAVING FUN?
WHAT ARE THE REWARDS OR LESSON OR EVEN BENEFITS AFTER U HAVING FUN?

BE considerable in everything...... think before u act.....think FAR....think what does ur DECISION affects whats around you.Decison and actions u made everyday leads us to CONCEQUANCES we have to pay...

IN the end...
lets review ...what really responsibility really means....
ummm,as the matter of fact..
i dont really know the real answer...
but in my opinion,responsibility is something u promise to urself u must do...
or something u promise to others u must do...
although sometimes its not about promise....
but responsibility comes in ur own heart...ur own answer...
what u think u really should DO....well my fren,,,THATs ur responsibility u must Keep...

before i end this...
i wan to apologies for many language or spelling fault....
if there is anypart u think that i am wrong...
feel free to discuss with me by leaving a message...=)
i'll be glad to answer ur question....
thx for being patient to finish read my crap...haha....thx alot and hav a nice day....
once again ...
"Action leads to concequances we have to pay in future"

Thursday, July 8, 2010

09/07/2010 THrusday~ BAck again

Hmm...should i say welcome home back to myself??hehe..

well,Hi again ....and thank u for viewing my blog...

but dun aspect me 2 view back urs...unless u are someone wif the boobs.....haha jkjk...

Well tere is nth much from me....

Its been a while since my last blogging...

and for those who dont know my current situation...

after viewing here...please stop asking me...Hey daniel,what u r doing now.....

= =....

CUrrently i'm working with my fren..Nick..

i work in a Company name Envi Steelwork Engineering

i work as a sales/marketing cum office admin....

although my cards says so....

bt my job seems = =.... more over than my cards show....

I wonder y People still$ ask me,Yo daniel.....r u planing 2 study?where r u stdying now...?

my answer for the last......freaking time...

A]No,I'm not studying anymore

B]Why?because i dont think there is only a way for me in my future....

C]do i think that if i dont get cert like all those = =...college or uni frens does...i wont be sucess in futre?the answer isss.....NOP.....i dont think so...

D] DO i plan 2 re-study?? umm,yah...but only night classes...

E]Are u sure u can work full time and study part time?...Yeah i can,dont believe?WATCH me than.

I hope this few question will satisfy ur curiosity....

Whats up lately....

umm...

VERY BORING....LONELY...and...most of all....still desperate lonely....

all my frens has left 2 study...

and i'm stuck here....ppl ask me ...other frens ler??...

Well ...my other frens....seems 2 be tied by contract...

so... u know....thier movement are very limited...

in the end....

Lately i ended up going,doing anything anywhere by MYSELF ....ALONE...

damn!!!...

Its been 3rd movie watching alone....

well....i guess i am starting 2 get used 2 it...

well i'm kinda like it...XD....haha...

bt.stil feeling empty inside,,,,

Frens keep on asking...yo daniel...

whre is ur gf??

haiyoyo.....Tak de la...

Why daniel?

how i know.....do i look like i like 2 be single...?

I dont smoke,I dont drink,I dont Club.....

i guess this is the reason i dont get gf...

because i'm not fun,i guess.....

looking around all the young fellas frens...u ask them..hey ...

watcha doin on sat nite??"Clubbing la"they answered....

well....i'm sry maybe i've got issue wif clubs...

i dont really like clubers...HONESTLY

but...

I like fashion,i like music...Great great music....regardless of language,i like movies,love Coffee,and i love shoping....

but i guess these doesnt helps me 2 get chicks unless i know how 2...."yam pui"or....sexy dance...watso ever la...

= =...who likes nerd anyway...

haiz....gav up adi.....

better off alone...

Saturday, January 23, 2010

23/1/2009 Truth ........

Truth

Somepeople search thier whole life just to get the answer....

and when they get the truth...its just not really the answer they wanna hear....

The Fact is ......

Truth HURTS

In anyway.....no matter wat truth it is.... they lead to sadness....

sometimes....Not knowing the truth actually makes u more happier...

knowing the truth kills u....

and wat happen if u really find out the truth?

What will u do?

what pass is pass....

its not worth to turn back...

now i have learn my lesson...

And...i have nearly forgotten the story about the door....

when a Door shuts....The others shall opens...

when a door shuts...it really means shut....

there is no nit for me to re-open that door...

when there is already another door opened for me...