26/07/2009 Buzy month~~~!!

adui...its not that i dun wan to update my blog okie~
its juz tat i am too buzy larhz...
Bon dori~Interview~Picking AJK~St.Anne...@_@... more more la....
so...pic nex time k~
hahaha...cuz i juz woke up...at 10p.m
haha..
st.anne nite i duty from 12.am until 12.pm sunday~
12hours of non slp...
need rest...zzzz
hahah....
so...pic nex time k?haha...be patient

11 july 2009 Raining day~sweet~

嗯~
感觉最近好像压力突然爆发。。哈哈哈。。情绪也不稳定去了。。
直到有一天。。
我终于发现，是时候放手了。。
她也赞成了。。
就突然，觉得那一整个下午。。。
好像很不错。。大概要7点了。。
走着去打工时，经过我家后面的音乐学校。。。
突然听到有人在弹“路小雨”。。
好美妙。。好好听哦！！
又看到哪天的夕阳~
好美哦！！
突然真的觉得世界还是很美妙的。。
生活虽然充满荆刺，美梦，空虚，悲哀，犹豫。。等等的。。。但，还是会很充满期待~
不知怎么从那天开始，就突然好讨厌看到别人浪费时间。。
啊。。
应该是我参太多老人了吧？。。= =。。
好讽刺~= =。。。
连我也变老人了。。。

惨了，真的要现在这跟各位朋友道歉吧。。。
我承认，我真得有点像老人了。。= =
有可能会时常在你们面前说教。。。
但我还是想为你们好啦。。
可能我有点罗说。。
也可能你们也觉得我难以捉摸~哈哈。。是她说我的。。

对啊对啊~
对啊对啊~对啊对啊~对啊对啊~
对啊对啊~
对啊~

的确，= = 。。。。我也觉得如此，哈哈哈哈哈~
以前的我，总是对事情很固执。。
现在，每当去工作时。。
看到夕阳，就突然觉得，原来世界是很广阔的。。
跌倒了又有什麼關係，反正還能重新站起來不是件很好的事嗎？
我還是有可以做到的事…想到此，我於是閉上雙眼開始祈禱。
我、還活著。
活着就该珍惜眼前的所有~

Ah Day~Sherlyn~Kelvin~Alex~gin tatt.....
哈哈。。真的希望明年我们还能再读同一个大学。。

小时候，总在想~
做大人真好~要做什么也可以~什么都懂~做大人很好。。
结果长大后，只不过是年龄增加~跑几步就喘~
但内心其实什么都不懂~
好想重回时间~
可是又不懂回到那里~
嘉~我真的好想你哦~
不管我怎么想忘掉你~怎么找别人~
心里还是只有你~
你曾说过~你不相信爱情~
你一直静静不说~是怕我受到伤害。。。
嘉~我总于长大了~哈哈哈。。也明白了~彻底的明白~
我只希望，你信任我而已。。。
放心吧~
我不会在受到伤害了~
嘉~看你在生活那么的冲。。
你有没有想过~停一停~回头看一看~
休息一下~找一个可靠的归区呢？

最后~嘉~
我不是想给你压力还是什么~
我是想说~
你要当我是你的好朋友~还是什么
我都接受~
只要你开心~我也会开心~
如果你愿意 ...
如果你不介意~
我愿意当你的归区。。。
当你觉得疲倦~当你觉得受伤~当你受到委屈~当你很压力~每当你觉得伤心
我这里都永远欢迎你~

哈哈哈哈。。。
是时候停笔了~
我好像很有潜质当一位作者的
哈哈哈哈。。
如果大家看了~
觉得很有意识~觉得有意见~不妨留一留言~

03 July 2009 Consequences !!

WE ALL HAV TO PAY...
tis is the LAW.....of the life...
we pay for the concequences...
we pay for the actions we do...
we pay for the Choices we made...

U don't Just walk away from PLoblems...
NO..... U don't get to escape from Reality!!
and u Don't get to go drunk urself everyweek...without havin consequances...
all those actions u guys made....is wat u all gonna pay!!!

CLubbing?wif what?ur parents money?
yah....ur parents are paying UR DEBTS!!!...
but u all wil hav the concequences ....
TIS IS THE BALANCE OF THE LIFE...

U ALL M*Ther F*ckers will pay the consequences.....

30/6/2009 wake up AkiRa!!

Hey...akira...
its time to wake up.....
= =..... well....u hav know so long time ago....
so long time ago....u hav been keep tellin urself to wake up...
but...u din't ...
its time for u to wake up akira...

and suddenly when i open my eyes...
and there i was...
my empty ground...
and i hav to restart all over again...

Nobody likes to change.....
ppl don't change...
ppl juz get used to it...
ppl change...its becuz they finnaly realize...
they nid to change...

here i am...
empty ground...
only me in the middle...
no one else...

and its up to u Dan....
u wanna build ur house or not?Dan...
its up to u.....
whether to change?or stay tat way.....

inside of u...Dan...
inside of u...u know u wanna change....
but u juz.............

so.....wake up Dan...wake up....

STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs

FUCKIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINGGGGGGGGGGGG LIFE I HAV
AND NOW I HAV IT ENUFF>...................
I AM SO FUCKING STRESS NOW
FUCKING SKOOL
FUCKING STPM
FUCKING LIFE
FUCKING HELL
FUCK EVERYTHING
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
I WILL RUN
AND I MEAN IT
I WILL RUN AWAY
I WILL RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING
I WILL RUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I WILL FUCKING RUN
FUCK OFF............!!!
THERE IS NEVER BEEN A GOOD THING HAPPEN TO ME............
FUCK!!!!!FUCK !!!!FUCK!!!!!FUCK!!!!!!FUCK!!!!FUCKk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

31 May 09 Low BP~~

@_@...哈哈
星期六晚上过得不错~
去pasafic看terminator~
@_@朋友跟我说不太好看。。
差点下到我没去看。。
但是还是去看了。。。
结果~不错啊~~
= =但是那天去得太早了~
没事做，在那里逛来逛去。。
而且还买了11.30的戏= =。。
看完了都1点多了~
就跑去Mac D吃宵夜~
哇。。。都半夜三更了怎么autocity都是满满没parking的==
连MacD也满满~
结果就在那喝咖啡~
I LurVe~Mac D's Coffee~
好香又浓的咖啡~
一边和史特拉发信息，一边享用咖啡~不错！
回到家3点了~哈哈哈哈。。看看漫画一下就4点了~
惨了！！快睡= =。。
结果7点就醒了~哇！！！不够睡啊！！

到了教堂= =。。天啊~突然低血压~！！
好难呼吸！！
跑出去也差点晕 @_@...

结果一到家就立刻睡~
泽峰一大早就问我要去游泳吗？
= =。。不要了~
今天乖乖呆在家~

29 may 2009 Unfair~

haiz......
juz finished viewing all my frens de blog....
they all seems like havin good time
go everywhere..
go clubbing...
go watever go whereever.. go when ever they wan...
do wat ever they wan
and no nit to worries..
they don't think of consiquenses at all~

and when u ask them these question...they seems to giv u tis kind of answers:
money ? parents giv....
time?still studying......nite is still young...watso ever...
future?who knows..who cares...i juz wanna hav fun

seems like...i am the only 1..tat concern alll those plobs..
sighn~~ sumtimes i really think...wats wrong wif me...
why cant i juz hav fun like them?
its not tat i can't...hav fun like them
is the circumstances tat don't allow me hav fun like them
money?Neh~i hav to work my ass off
time?Neh~working +study is damn buzy enuff
future?Neh~= =....i dun grow up in a rich family like they do...
finnaly ends up wif a conclusion
life is unfair...
i dunno..
i am lost ...
y am i working so hard for?
i used to be like them......
y cant i now?hav fun like them?
i feel old inside....
i juz lost those feeling..
those.... young feeling
i dun hav it anymore..
i dun hav the strength to chiong anymore..
i dunno y?
i felt sumthing is missing in my life

and suddenly i realise.....FUCK u guys!
i dunno y i said tat...i guess...u guys dun hav brains at all...FUCK U GUYS THEN!!