29 may 2009 Unfair~

haiz......
juz finished viewing all my frens de blog....
they all seems like havin good time
go everywhere..
go clubbing...
go watever go whereever.. go when ever they wan...
do wat ever they wan
and no nit to worries..
they don't think of consiquenses at all~

and when u ask them these question...they seems to giv u tis kind of answers:
money ? parents giv....
time?still studying......nite is still young...watso ever...
future?who knows..who cares...i juz wanna hav fun

seems like...i am the only 1..tat concern alll those plobs..
sighn~~ sumtimes i really think...wats wrong wif me...
why cant i juz hav fun like them?
its not tat i can't...hav fun like them
is the circumstances tat don't allow me hav fun like them
money?Neh~i hav to work my ass off
time?Neh~working +study is damn buzy enuff
future?Neh~= =....i dun grow up in a rich family like they do...
finnaly ends up wif a conclusion
life is unfair...
i dunno..
i am lost ...
y am i working so hard for?
i used to be like them......
y cant i now?hav fun like them?
i feel old inside....
i juz lost those feeling..
those.... young feeling
i dun hav it anymore..
i dun hav the strength to chiong anymore..
i dunno y?
i felt sumthing is missing in my life

and suddenly i realise.....FUCK u guys!
i dunno y i said tat...i guess...u guys dun hav brains at all...FUCK U GUYS THEN!!