29 may 2009 Unfair~

haiz......
juz finished viewing all my frens de blog....
they all seems like havin good time
go everywhere..
go clubbing...
go watever go whereever.. go when ever they wan...
do wat ever they wan
and no nit to worries..
they don't think of consiquenses at all~

and when u ask them these question...they seems to giv u tis kind of answers:
money ? parents giv....
time?still studying......nite is still young...watso ever...
future?who knows..who cares...i juz wanna hav fun

seems like...i am the only 1..tat concern alll those plobs..
sighn~~ sumtimes i really think...wats wrong wif me...
why cant i juz hav fun like them?
its not tat i can't...hav fun like them
is the circumstances tat don't allow me hav fun like them
money?Neh~i hav to work my ass off
time?Neh~working +study is damn buzy enuff
future?Neh~= =....i dun grow up in a rich family like they do...
finnaly ends up wif a conclusion
life is unfair...
i dunno..
i am lost ...
y am i working so hard for?
i used to be like them......
y cant i now?hav fun like them?
i feel old inside....
i juz lost those feeling..
those.... young feeling
i dun hav it anymore..
i dun hav the strength to chiong anymore..
i dunno y?
i felt sumthing is missing in my life

and suddenly i realise.....FUCK u guys!
i dunno y i said tat...i guess...u guys dun hav brains at all...FUCK U GUYS THEN!!

25 May 09 Cloudy day~

嘿嘿。。
我又上来留下我的回忆咯。。
= =，哎~~~
考试的星期又到了。。。！！
真得不行了。。
真的是时候读书了。。
哈哈。。加油~！！
今天是第37天，AkiRa陷入爱情的网里~
= =。。是我不够好？还是我没法能打动史特拉的心？
史特拉。。我是真的真的很喜欢你。。。
AkiRa加油吧!!



杂志上看到的~~哈哈。。好喜欢她的造型哦~
留若英~好美哦~！！

NANA~~~!!!

呵呵呵。。这个在sunway和阿day拍的~当天要和laughing哥，庆祝生日~

他说要来多一次= =

哈哈。。睡前自恋一下。。

米咯，做工前也自恋一下~~

嘿嘿嘿黑~~

哈哈哈。。在Amp Square里拍的。。。

当天唱到没声了。。= =

教师节和亲爱的老师庆祝~

哈哈。。。她有点吓倒~~

17 May 2009 考试要到咯！！

今天有点懒，结果就没去上课了。。
哈哈。。一睡醒就和史特拉聊了。。
下午又好热哦~~还是得上班去啦！！
为了我下个月的生日！！加油~~赚钱
好久没放照片了~


又自恋了。。:P


和妈妈庆祝母亲节前拍的~


这是在选着到底要穿哪一件vest比较适合。。

感觉上这件比较美~

停笔前又自恋下~~XD

第二十九天了~史特拉~偶，一天又一天更确定的喜欢你~

不要再欺负米咯了拉T_T....偶会哭地~~五五五五

15/5/2009 一天又一天，更爱你

哈哈哈。。
很久没来写了。。
也经过了很多事情。。
发生了很多事。。
改变了我人生。。。
原来上帝是有帮过我的。。
只是我被盲目，看不见机会。。。

我总于看见了。。。
就是她了。。。
27天了。。。
从19/04月开始追她。。。
每一天，又一天。。。
我感觉到我更爱她了。。
每个星期四，每当要进入她的班前。。
我都心跳一百！！！
今天我不知怎么了。。
我看着我office 突然看到CCTV里。。
她出现了。。
我瞬间心跳1千！！突然整身发热。。
天啊！！原来电视机常常做的，爱上一个人后心跳加速，等等。。。
哇！！！怎么会发生在我身上？
今天真的==。。差点心脏病。。

我好喜欢她。。。我第一次，正正的感觉到爱一个人的感觉。。。
原来是那么幸福的。。
stella...我会珍惜每一天，我追求你的日子。。

Lost my way~~

忙到半死了。。。

每天都像是个机器人。。

每天都做一样的东西。。。

上课，做工，放工。。每天都重复。。。

回到家，躺在床上。。。

每天我脑中都浮现。。

我活着是为了什么？？

每天我酱拚是为了什么？

难道是为了忘记她？

难道我是为了自己？

上个星期，当我去逛街的时候，遇到一个，会看面相的人。。
他问我，是不是暗恋一个女生很久。。。?
说到这我就想起了她。。。。
最近也学到了一句话。。“时间无法让人忘记伤痛，它只能让人习惯了痛“
到头来，当你回想起，你还是忘不了对方。。。心里，总是想跟她讲。。我还是那么的爱她。。。

我记得，四年前开始我每次都向主祈祷，希望我有女友。。

到了现在，还是在祈祷。。

到底。。

我错在哪里？我差在哪里？我态度?我样貌？我没车？

我不懂。。

是不是我想太多?错过了很多机会？

最近，想了又想。。

于是，决定不想再浪费时间了。。。

也不想再措施机会了。。

我还年轻就盖放胆去试。。。

不合就分咯。。。= =。。。

加油吧Akira...你一定能找到比他们全部更好的女友！！

Bck~~~

AIks..~~

its been a while since i wrote my blog......hahah...

buzy buzy buzy~~~

buzy March~~!!!

cant wait 4 the holiday to come....yupeee.!!!

hheheh...today...after church i went and hav luch wif my parents..

but on the way bck...

i drop by and c the interview list....

YEAHS!!!

i am on 26th...of march....after holiday!!

hahah....so now i can be lazy a bit norxh...!!

HAHaha...buzy month i can say...

but its still fun in skool!

and i finnaly made up my mine...

and planning to revive my old Band..!!

yeah....after STPM la...

hahah...

so watch out guys...maybe sumday...i will be ur favorate Band in future...

well....

hav alots to say...

but suddenly my mind went blank...

haiz.....

so miss her...i could juz only c her thourgh pics...

i wish she would understand my feelings....

i don't remember when i fall in...wif her...?

well...its been a while since i hav tat feeling...since da last 1...wow...tat was painfull rmb-ing bck..

but...hey...the feelings is back...

hahah..

it feels great..

although...she din knew it at all...

i knw..now..

i am no match for her..

but for u..... i promise...i will workhard...

and.... i wil be back....4 u...

i hope u are c-ing tis....

and i understand.... maybe... u dun hav feelings towards me...

or issit really u said b4....u dun feel like havin 1 relationship...

but...

i juz wanna say....

someday....when i sucess...

i will be back 4 u...

maybe u said...i am stupid...

but....u know me..

once i hav made up my mind....

i wont regret...and i wont giv up...easily..

Hoho...

well its been a while since i post new pics.... heheh..

and i cut short my hair ade~~~

Took tis at one of my relatives house...in KL....i rmber near Mid valley there...

wow...so convenient....only takes 10min to reach mid valley!!

HOho at my Aunts house..~~gettin ready for dinner...at SS2....

Hehe...da nex day~~ getin rdy to head to cyber jaya....went to Alamanda....

Tis 1...ofcrouse bck to Bm lo~~in da room.... gettin rdy to go out...hehe...take pics 1st...

Hehe...me gettin rdy b4 goin to "Extension"to hav my hair restyle~~by Desember...

Took at Skool...hoho...tryin out my frens specs...~~haha soo cool~~

b4 gettin to bed...

wah....so short de my hair.....T_T...miss my long hair...!!

Little Duckie...his name is"chen hei ching"haha my frens duckie...at classroom...

hahah...u can also c ...my classmates lyin on the table....behing there...

The Night b4 CNY~~

Happy ReUnion DinNer~~
Hohohoho....its the Nite b4 Chinese New year~~~
every 1 is bck to old house and hav thier ReUnion dinner..
so as my family~~

Me wif my cousin Joesophine...taken b4 dinner
Me Wif my Sis...also waitting second round Dinner

Me wif my "Tai yi"Biggest Aunt


Tis is 1st Round Reunion Dinner.. CHildren's Table...WOw~~~ After Dinner all the cucu help our granpa
to water his bambo plantation ..
tat's my uncle and my mum...and my back..>_< hahah...here come super visor...our grandpa..

"Put More Water!!gambateh~~"

"Ishhh....SO heavy la...."

hahah...all the workers takin picture....
Hehehe....tis is the nite b4 Chinese New Year lo.....

wish every 1...gong hei fatt choi~~